Butterfly

Released on September 16, 1997, Butterfly debuted at number one on the Billboard 200 after selling over 235,000 copies in the United States. It maintained that position for one week and remained in the Top 20 for twenty-one weeks. Butterfly was certified 5x Multi-Platinum by the Recording Industry Association of America on December 15, 1999.

Butterfly was released right after Mariah's separation from Sony Music's chairman and CEO Tommy Mottola. “People are going to be so analytical about a lot of it because of what's been going on in my personal life, but even beyond that, it almost feels like I'm letting go of a part of me,” Mariah explained. “This album is probably the most personal album I've written. Lyrically, there are a bunch of songs on there that relate to me personally, where as before I'd imagine certain scenarios or write about other people's situations — this is more about me.”

“I feel like I'm in a very good place, creatively and personally. My life is in disarray right now, but I feel like I'm at the best and most creative place that I've ever been in,” Mariah explained. “I threw myself into this album in that way. There were peaks and valleys emotionally, and each time I went through those peaks and valleys, I put it into the music. Because there wasn't a day I wasn't recording. I've come into my own as an artist, and at this point I feel free enough to express what I'm really feeling, without using a smoke screen. I feel good about it because there are so many things that are real on it. It's definitely an evolution for me.”

Critics accused Mariah of going into a more urban direction. Even the record label considered Butterfly harder to market because of it being what they perceived as a “hip hop record.” “I don't think it's in any way obvious which things on this album are influenced by R&B, because in the end, it's my voice on top of a track that has a harder edge or a hip-hop loop, something I've done even as far back as ‘Dreamlover,’ which was a loop of a song by Big Daddy Kane,” Mariah said. “I knew I always wanted to go in that direction anyway but it was sort of always a struggle because when record companies see that they can have success with you as one thing, it gets very frightening and unsure for them to see you do something else. I'm still known for songs like ‘Hero,’ and I don't think that I've shunned that on this album at all. I think that in a sense people were trying to project this image on me, that ‘she's gone left-of-centre, she's made a hip hop record,’ but it's not a hip hop record. I collaborated with people I wanted to collaborate with, I worked with producers I wanted to work with, but it's basically the direction I was going in on ‘Fantasy,’ on the ‘Always Be My Baby’ remix, it's the 1997/98 version of where I wanted to be on Daydream.”

Only two songs saw a commercial release in the United States, both of them topping the Billboard Hot 100 chart. “I remember having so many meetings with my record company about releasing more of an illustration of my work in order to show fans who maybe only bought singles what I'm about, especially with the ballads doing so well. But their thoughts were that stylistically different singles would ‘confuse’ the core audience. I know how rounded I am musically but it was everyone else that was banging on about the pop diva. Unfortunately there were only two singles commercially released from that album, and they were seven months apart.”

“Honey,” which Mariah produced with Sean “Puffy” Combs, The Ummah (Q-Tip and Ali Shaheed Muhammad of A Tribe Called Quest, and Jay Dee) and Stevie J., was released as the lead single on August 26, 1997. “Q-Tip, from A Tribe Called Quest, came up with the idea to use the ‘Body Rock’ loop,” Mariah said about creating the song. “He played it to me over the phone and I knew immediately that this was the happy, light summer vibe I needed. Then we thought it out and put ‘Hey DJ’ on top of it and Puffy came in with all his ideas, so it was a collaborative effort. That's what I'm about. I don't just get a producer to come in and invent or reinvent me.” “Honey” became Mariah's third single to debut at number one on the Billboard Hot 100 and only the sixth to do so in the history of the chart. “Honey,” which sold over 135,000 units in its first week, was certified 2x Multi-Platinum by the Recording Industry Association of America on March 27, 2022.

The album's title track, co-produced with Walter Afanasieff, was sent to radios as an airplay-only single on September 29, 1997 and peaked at number sixteen on the Billboard Hot 100 Airplay chart during the week of November 15. The song started as a collaboration with dance producer David Morales. “When I first wrote the song it was just gonna be a house record with David. As I wrote it, I decided that it should be a ballad and so I decided to do another version,” Mariah explained. “‘Butterfly’ was a wish list of things I hoped somebody would say to me, but I wrote it as though I were talking to someone else. The lines ‘Spread your wings and prepare to fly / For you have become a Butterfly / Fly abandonedly into the sun’ is like someone saying, ‘Do your thing.’ There's another line: ‘Wild horses run unbridled / Or their spirit dies.’ You can't restrain a free spirit — either you're going to break them or they're going to leave and never come back.”

Mariah worked with Bone Thugs-N-Harmony on the song “Breakdown,” which was sent to radios in February 1998. “It's a completely different type of singing for me, I love what they do and I think their style is so unique.” Mariah said back in 1997. “You can tell in a lot of R&B their style is starting to penetrate. I was very inspired by them when I came up with the song and I told Puffy ‘Let's do a Bone Thugs type track.’ We got Stevie J. to lay down the track and I wrote the melody over it. I wrote the song to fit in with that type of style they do and I realized it's really hard to sing those types of rhythm. They make it sound so easy. Now, having experienced the difficulty at first hand. I respect them even more.”

In the United States, “My All” was commercially released as a double-sided single with “Breakdown” on April 21, 1998. “‘My All’ is one of the more passionate songs in my catalog.” Mariah wrote about the song on the #1 To Infinity liner notes. “I really love singing it! It takes me back to a really specific moment in my life where I fell in love with love.” After selling 122,000 copies, the song entered the Billboard Hot 100 at number two. Two weeks later, it became Mariah's thirteenth number-one song on the chart, tying her with Michael Jackson for third place among acts with the most number-one singles. “My All” spent twelve consecutive weeks inside the Top 10 and was certified 2x Multi-Platinum by the Recording Industry Association of America on November 17, 2022.

Mariah worked with the Trackmasters on “The Roof,” which got a very limited release in Europe and the United Kingdom as the album's third single. “It's my favorite song on this record,” she said. “I've been wanting to use that sample for a really long time. Just having the sample of when he's saying, ‘I got you stuck off the realness.’ Two years ago, people would have had a heart attack if I said I wanted to leave that voice on the record.”

Mariah collaborated with Missy Elliott on “Babydoll.” “Missy to me is on the cutting edge of where R&B is going today. I think, because she's a rapper, her lyrical sense is different from someone who's just a singer and a writer. She uses references only a rapper would use. So I called her and went to Virginia. I already had the idea for the chorus of ‘Babydoll’ and I asked Missy what melody ideas she had for the verses, which I never usually do but I wanted her flavor. So she came up with that skipping, choppy approach. She's really talented. I think we complemented each other musically, because her philosophy to writing is just write it and not to be obsessive over it. For me, though I have people scrutinize what I do. She had one line, ‘You can beep me 911 and I'll come running quick as the cops’ and I told her that I didn't think that particular line was working too well for my particular song. That's how we came up with ‘I'm gonna leave my cellphone turned on in my purse by the bed’ line, which is like ‘what?’ on a Mariah Carey record. It's kind of a reality song of what people go through when they're waiting for that special someone to call.”

“Close My Eyes,” is a song included on Butterfly that, as Mariah told VH1 in 1997, she first started writing in 1993. “I had just done my first concert for a TV special in Schenectady, NY. I hadn't done anything other than Unplugged and little one-off shows with a piano player, so it was like my first real concert. I got off stage and went home to this really pretty farm in upstate New York. I was taking a bath and looking out the window — one of my favorite things. The moon was out and I was reflecting on my life. It was the first time I really sat and took it all in. It's almost like I watched my whole career go by. I took a breath and said, ‘I've really accomplished something. What did it take to get here?’ That started the concept for the song. I wrote the whole first verse and kept it in the back of my mind — I didn't even write it down — for like four years. Fast forward to '97, and while writing Butterfly, I picked up where I left off after the first chorus.”

Mariah closed the album with “Outside.” “A lot of people could relate to it for a lot of different reasons,” Mariah told Molly Meldrum in 1997. “For me it was basically about being multiracial and feeling like I come from another planet because I never knew anyone in the exact same position as me in that way. And I know other people that are mixed, but somehow because of the way I look — because I'm kind of ambiguous looking, I could be anything really — the experiences that I've had made me feel like an outsider in a lot of ways in every situation that I'm in. Less now, but then things will turn up that will just kind of reinforce that inner feeling that rises every now and then.”

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Tracklist

Original Release

Track # Song Run time
1
Honey
Written by Mariah Carey, Sean Combs, Kamaal Fareed, Steven Jordan, Stephen Hague, Bobby Robinson, Ronald Larkins, Larry Price, Malcolm McLaren.
Produced by Sean “Puffy” Combs, The Ummah, Stevie J. and Mariah Carey.
4:59
2
Butterfly
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Walter Afanasieff.
4:34
3
My All
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Walter Afanasieff.
3:52
4
The Roof
Written by Mariah Carey, Jean Claude Oliver, Samuel Barnes, Cory Rooney, Albert Johnson, Kejuan Muchita.
Produced by Poke and Tone and Mariah Carey.
5:15
5
Fourth Of July
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Walter Afanasieff.
4:22
6
Breakdown (feat. Bone Thugs-N-Harmony)
Written by Mariah Carey, Anthony Henderson, Charles Scruggs, Steven Jordan.
Produced by Mariah Carey, Stevie J. and Sean “Puffy” Combs.
4:44
7
Babydoll
Written by Mariah Carey, M. Elliott, Cory Rooney, Stevie J.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Cory Rooney.
5:07
8
Close My Eyes
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Walter Afanasieff.
4:21
9
Whenever You Call
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Walter Afanasieff.
4:21
10
Fly Away (Butterfly Reprise)
Written by Mariah Carey, Elton John, Bernie Taupin, David Morales.
Produced by Mariah Carey and David Morales.
3:49
11
The Beautiful Ones (feat. Dru Hill)
Written by Prince.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Cory Rooney.
6:59
12
Outside
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Walter Afanasieff. Co-produced by Cory Rooney.
4:47
Bonus
Honey (So So Def Radio Mix feat. Da Brat & JD)
Written by Mariah Carey, Bobby Robinson, Stephen Hague, Ronald Larkins, Larry Price, Malcolm McLaren, Freddie Perren, Alphonso J. Mitzell, Berry Gordy Jr., Dennis Lussier.
Produced by Jermaine Dupri. Co-produced by Manuel Seal.
3:59
Bonus
Honey (Def Club Mix)
Written by Mariah Carey, Bobby Robinson.
Produced by David Morales and Mariah Carey.
6:17
Bonus
Mi Todo (Spanish Version)
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff. Spanish translation by Manny Benito.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Walter Afanasieff.
3:47

25th Anniversary Expanded Edition Bonus Tracks

To commemorate the album's 25th anniversary, the digital version of the album was updated to include eight new bonus tracks: the duet version of “Whenever You Call” featuring Brian McKnight, a new version of “The Roof” featuring Brandy, the live version of “Butterfly” from Mariah's 1997 appearance on Late Show with David Letterman, the live version of “My All” from the 1998 VH1 Divas Live concert, the previously-unreleased acapella versions of “Fourth Of July” and “Outside” and two brand new remixes: the Amorphous Anniversary Club Remix of “Butterfly” and the Another Taste Of Honey David Morales Remix of “Honey.”

Track # Song Run time
13
Whenever You Call (feat. Brian McKnight)
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Walter Afanasieff.
4:22
14
The Roof (When I Feel The Need) feat. Brandy
Written by Mariah Carey, Jean Claude Oliver, Samuel Barnes, Cory Rooney, Albert Johnson, Kejuan Muchita.
Produced by Mariah Carey.
4:54
15
Butterfly (Live from The Late Show with David Letterman)
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by -
4:14
16
My All (Live from VH1 Divas Live)
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by -
5:28
17
Fourth Of July (Acapella)
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Walter Afanasieff.
4:16
18
Outside (Acapella)
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Walter Afanasieff.
4:16
19
Butterfly (Amorphous Anniversary Club Remix)
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by Amorphous.
6:06
20
Honey (Another Taste Of Honey David Morales Remix)
Written by Mariah Carey, Sean Combs, Kamaal Fareed, Steven Jordan, Stephen Hague, Bobby Robinson, Ronald Larkins, Larry Price, Malcolm McLaren.
Produced by Mariah Carey and David Morales.
7:55

25th Anniversary Deluxe Edition Bonus Tracks

A special edition of the album was released in 2022 by Vinyl Me, Please. The 4 LP deluxe edition contains two extra records with remixes from songs like “Honey,” “Butterfly” and “The Roof.”

Track # Song Run time
13
Honey (So So Def Remix)
Written by Mariah Carey, Bobby Robinson, Stephen Hague, Ronald Larkins, Larry Price, Malcolm McLaren, Freddie Perren, Alphonso J. Mitzell, Berry Gordy Jr., Dennis Lussier.
Produced by Jermaine Dupri, Manuel Seal.
5:11
14
The Roof (Mobb Deep Extended Mix)
Written by Mariah Carey, Sean Combs, Kamaal Fareed, Steven Jordan, Stephen Hague, Bobby Robinson, Ronald Larkins, Larry Price, Malcolm McLaren.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Poke & Tone.
5:31
15
Butterfly (Meme Club Radio)
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by Memê
4:18
16
Whenever You Call (feat. Brian McKnight)
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Walter Afanasieff.
5:28
17
Mi Todo
Written by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff. Spanish adaptation by Manny Benito.
Produced by Mariah Carey and Walter Afanasieff.
4:16
18
Honey (Def Club Mix)
Written by Mariah Carey, Bobby Robinson.
Produced by Mariah Carey and David Morales.
6:17
19
Fly Away (Butterfly Reprise) (Def ‘B’ Fly Mix)
Written by Mariah Carey, Elton John, Bernie Taupin, David Morales.
Produced by Mariah Carey and David Morales. Additional production by Satoshi Tomiie.
8:46
20
The Roof (Morales Funky Club Mix)
Written by Mariah Carey, Sean Combs, Kamaal Fareed, Steven Jordan, Stephen Hague, Bobby Robinson, Ronald Larkins, Larry Price, Malcolm McLaren.
Produced by David Morales.
8:28

Releases

United States

In the US, Butterfly was issued on CD, Cassette and MiniDisc, with two different album covers. A specially priced value pack was also available, including the album on both CD and Cassette.

CD
Standard Edition
CD
Alternate Cover

Europe

International editions of Butterfly include two remixes of “Honey” as bonus tracks: the So So Def Radio Mix and the Def Club Mix. In Europe, the album was available on CD, Cassette, MiniDisc and 12" Vinyl.

CD
Standard Edition
CD
Alternate Cover
Black Vinyl

Japan

The limited first edition of the Butterfly album in Japan comes in a slipcase including an additional photo booklet with pictures from Mariah's visit to Japan during her 1996 Daydream tour. The album was also available on MiniDisc.

CD
Limited Edition

Mexico

Butterfly was re-released in Latin America in 1998 to include “Mi Todo,” the Spanish version of “My All.”

Bonus Track Edition CD

Vinyl Reissues

In 2017, to commemorate the album's 20th anniversary, a special edition was released in a picture disc Vinyl. Butterfly was also re-released in vinyl in 2020, in two different variants: black vinyl and a limited edition gold vinyl, sold exclusively by Urban Outfitters.

Picture Vinyl
2017
Black Vinyl
2020
Limited Edition Gold Vinyl
2020

25th Anniversary

To celebrate the album's 25th anniversary, three new editions were announced on September 16, 2022: A new cassette, and two Vinyl Me, Please exclusive pressings: the double LP on Champagne Wave vinyl and a 4 LP Deluxe Edition in a premium textured slipcase with a lyric + photo booklet. The first edition, limited to 1000 copies, is pressed on Gold Nugget vinyl, while the second edition is pressed on Cream vinyl.

Cassette
Champagne Vinyl
Deluxe Gold Vinyl
Deluxe Cream Vinyl

Singles

Honey
Honey
Butterfly
Butterfly
Breakdown
Breakdown
The Roof
The Roof
My All
My All
Whenever You Call
Whenever You Call

Lyrics

Honey

Honey you can have me
When you want me
If you simply ask me to be there
And you're the only one who
Makes me come running
'Cause what you got is far
Beyond compare

And it's just like honey
When your love comes over me
Oh baby I've got a dependency
Always strung out for another
Taste of your honey

It's like honey when it washes over me
You know sugar never ever was so sweet
And I'm dying for you, cryin' for you I adore you
One hit of your love addicted me
Now I'm strung out on you darlin'
Don't you see every night and day
I can hardly wait for another taste of honey

Honey I can't describe
How good it feels inside
Honey I can't describe
How good it feels inside

I can't be elusive
With you honey
'Cause it's blatant
That I'm feeling you
And it's too hard for me
To leave abruptly
'Cause you're the only thing
I wanna do

And it's just like honey
When your love comes over me
Oh baby I've got a dependency
Always strung out for another
Taste of your honey

It's like honey when it washes over me
You know sugar never ever was so sweet
And I'm dying for you, cryin' for you I adore you
One hit of your love addicted me
Now I'm strung out on you darlin'
Don't you see every night and day
I can hardly wait for another taste of honey


Lyrics: M. Carey. Music: M. Carey, S. Combs, K. Fareed, S. Jordan, S. Hague, B. Robinson, R. Larkins, L. Price, M. McLaren, M. Dewese.
Produced by Sean “Puffy” Combs, The Ummah, Stevie J., Mariah Carey.

Butterfly

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open up my hands
And watch you rise

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I can't pretend these tears
Aren't overflowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But I will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way it feels to fly

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun (Fly… to the sun)
If you should return to me (I will know you're mine)
We truly were meant to be (Spread your wings and fly)
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly


Lyrics: M. Carey. Music: M. Carey, W. Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.

My All

I am thinking of you
In my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you
Then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you
And I won't pull through
Without you by my side

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far
Like a distant star
I'm wishing on tonight

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight

I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight


Lyrics: M. Carey. Music: M. Carey, W. Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.

The Roof

It wasn't raining yet
But it was definitely a little misty on
That warm November night
And my heart was pounding
My inner voice resounding
Begging me to turn away
But I just had to see your face
To feel alive
And then you casually walked in the room
And I was twisted in the web
Of my desire for you
(And I was twisted)
My apprehension blew away
I only wanted you
To taste my sadness
As you kissed me in the dark

Every time I feel the need
I envision you caressing me
And go back in time
To relive the splendor of you and I
On the rooftop that rainy night

And so we finished the Moët and
I started feeling liberated
And I surrendered as you took me in your arms
I was so caught up in the moment
I couldn't bear to let you go yet
So I threw caution to the wind
And started listening to my longing heart
And then you softly pressed your lips to mine
And feelings surfaced I'd suppressed
For such a long time
(And I was lifted)
And for a while I forgot
The sorrow and the pain
And melted with you as we stood
There in the rain

Every time I feel the need
I envision you caressing me
And go back in time
To relive the splendor of you and I
On the rooftop that rainy night
Every time I feel the need
I envision you caressing me
And go back in time
To relive the splendor of you and I
On the rooftop that rainy night

Last night I dreamed that I
Whispered the words I love you
And touched you so very
Subtly as we were kissing goodbye
(Pretty baby - How I'm missing you)

Every time I feel the need
I envision you caressing me
(Envision you caressing me)
And go back in time
(I go back)
To relive the splendor of you and I
On the rooftop that rainy night
(On the roof that rainy night)

Every time I feel the need
(When I feel the need) I envision you caressing me
(I envision you over and over and over again)
And go back in time
To relive the splendor of you and I
(It was oh so sweet you and I)
On the rooftop that rainy night
(On that rainy night)

Every time I feel the need
(Last night I had the strangest dream…)
I envision you caressing me
(It was actually quite symbolic)
And go back in time
(As I whispered… That I loved you)
To relive the splendor of you and I
(…very subtly)

Every time I feel the need
I envision you caressing me
And go back in time
To relive the splendor of you and I
On the rooftop that rainy night


Lyrics: M. Carey. Music: M. Carey, J.C. Olivier, S. Barnes, C. Rooney, A. Johnson, K. Muchita.
Produced by Poke and Tone, Mariah Carey.

Fourth Of July

Trembling
Starry eyed
As you put your hand in mine…

It was twilight
On the Fourth of July
Sparkling colors were
Strewn across the sky
And we sat close enough
That we just barely touched
While roman candles
Went soaring above us and baby

Then you put your hand in mine
And we wandered away
I was trembling inside
But I wanted to stay
Pressed against you there and leave the world behind
On that Fourth of July

So starry eyed
On the flowery hillside
Breathless and fervid
Amid the dandelions
As it swept over me
Like the wind through the trees
I felt you sigh with a
Sweet intensity and baby

Then you put your hand in mine
And we floated away
Delicately lay entwined
In an intimate daze
A crescent moon began to shine
And I wanted to stay
Tangled up with you among the fireflies
On that Fourth of July

Thunder clouds
Hung around
So threateningly
Ominously hovering
And the sky
Opened wide
Showering

Then you put your hand in mine
And we ran from the rain
Tentatively kissed goodnight
And went our separate ways
And I've never truly felt the way that I
Felt that Fourth of July

Truly I have never felt the same inside
Like that Fourth of July
Truly I could never feel the same as I
Felt that Fourth of July


Lyrics: M. Carey. Music: M. Carey, W. Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.

Breakdown

You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately, I pretended to be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was O.K.
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me

Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry

So, what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing “I will survive”
Do you lash out and say “How dare you leave this way”
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away

Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry

Wish Bone:
Gonna break you down
Only if you let it
Everyday crazy situations rocking my mind
Trying to break me down
But I won't let it
Forget it

Krayzie Bone:
I be feeling like you're breaking me down
Kicking me around, stressing me out
I think you better go and get out
And let me release some stress

Wish Bone:
Don't ever wanna feel no pain
Hoping for the sun but it looks like rain
Lord, I just want to maintain

Krayzie Bone:
Yeah, I'm feeling pressures you all
But nevertheless Krayzie won't fall
It's over, it's ending here

Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry


Lyrics: M. Carey, A. Henderson, C. Scruggs. Music: M. Carey, Stevie J., S. Combs.
Produced by Mariah Carey, Stevie J., Sean “Puffy” Combs.

Babydoll

It's 2:11 and I'm stressing
Watching TV in my hotel suite
I check my service every second
At 2:10 you still hadn't called me
So, I'm gonna leave my cell phone
Turned on in my purse by the bed
And before I fall asleep
I guess I'll just check my machine
Again and again because, I'm
Obsessing on you

I wanna be your babydoll
Wrap me up nice and tight
Love me all through the night
Come lay me down
Enfold me in your arms
Cover me with velvet kisses
Rock me on and on
And whisper softly to me
You wanna be my babydoll

Zoning out thinking about
You and me between the sheets
I want to get intimate
But you're not within my reach
So I'll have a little more wine
And I'll try to drink you
Out of my head
And I'll lie awake awhile
'Til I'm high enough I can
Forget about you until
I wake up again

I wanna be your babydoll
Wrap me up nice and tight
Love me all through the night
Come lay me down
Enfold me in your arms
Cover me with velvet kisses
Rock me on and on
And whisper softly to me
You wanna be my babydoll

Slipping into dreams
I feel my love surround you
My subconscious seems
To weave itself around you
Do you care for me
Beyond idolization
Tell me how you feel
But don't keep me at bay
'Cause I won't be waiting long

I wanna be your babydoll
Wrap me up nice and tight
Love me all through the night
Come lay me down
Enfold me in your arms
Cover me with velvet kisses
Rock me on and on
And whisper softly to me
You wanna be my babydoll

I wanna be your babydoll
Wrap me up nice and tight
Love me all through the night
Come lay me down
Enfold me in your arms
Cover me with velvet kisses
Rock me on and on
And whisper softly to me
You wanna be my babydoll


Lyrics: M. Carey, M. Elliott. Music: M. Carey, C. Rooney, Stevie J.
Produced by Mariah Carey, Cory Rooney.

Close My Eyes

I was a wayward child
With the weight of the world
That I held deep inside
Life was a winding road
And I learned many things
Little ones shouldn't know

But I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And though time's rolled by
Still I feel like that child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

Funny how one can learn
To grow numb to the madness
And block it away
I left the worst unsaid
Let it all dissipate
And I try to forget

As I closed my eyes
Steadied my feet on the ground
Raised my head to the sky
And the time rolled by
Still I feel like a child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon

Nearing the edge
Oblivious I almost
Fell right over
A part of me
Will never be quite able
To feel stable
That woman-child falling inside
Was on the verge of fading
Thankfully I
Woke up in time

Guardian angel I
Sail away on an ocean
With you by my side
Orange clouds roll by
They burn into your image
And you're still alive
(You're always alive)

As I close my eyes
Steady my feet on the ground
Raise my head to the sky
And though time rolls by
Still I feel like a child
As I look at the moon
Maybe I grew up
A little too soon


Lyrics: M. Carey. Music: M. Carey, W. Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.

Whenever You Call

Love wandered inside
Stronger than you
Stronger than I
And now that it has begun
We cannot turn back
We can only turn into one

I won't ever be too far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
And I'll always remember
The part of you so tender
I'll be the one to catch your fall
Whenever you call

And I'm truly inspired
Finding my soul
There in your eyes
And you have opened my heart
And lifted me inside
By showing me yourself
Undisguised

And I won't ever be too far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
And I'll always remember
That part of you so tender
I'll be the one to catch your fall
Whenever you call

And I will breathe for you each day
Comfort you through all the pain
Gently kiss your fears away
You can turn to me and cry
Always understand that I
Give you all I am inside

And I won't ever be too far away to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
I won't ever be too far to feel you
And I won't hesitate at all
Whenever you call
I'll always remember
That part of you so tender
And be the one to catch your fall
Whenever you call


Lyrics: M. Carey. Music: M. Carey, W. Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff.

Fly Away (Butterfly Reprise)

Don't be afraid to fly
Spread your wings
Open up the door
So much more outside
Don't be afraid to fly
Come spread your wings
And just fly away and you'll see that it's alright to
Fly, just fly
Don't be afraid
Don't let your spirit die

She said…
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly

Don't be afraid to fly
Don't be afraid to just fly
You, you
Have become a butterfly
Don't be afraid to just fly
Butterfly

Butterflies are free to fly
Fly away, bye bye
(You have become a butterfly)
Butterflies are free to fly
Fly away, bye bye
Bye bye
Butterflies are free to fly
Fly away, bye bye

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly away
Butterfly
Fly away
Butterfly
Fly away

(Repeat)


Lyrics: M. Carey, E. John, B. Taupin. Music: M. Carey, D. Morales.
Co-produced by Mariah Carey and David Morales.

The Beautiful Ones

Baby, baby, baby
What's it gonna be?
Oh baby, baby, baby
Is it him or is it me?
Don't make me waste my time
Don't make me lose my mind

Baby, baby, baby
Can't you stay with me tonight?
Oh baby, baby, baby
Come one, don't my kisses please you right?
You were so hard to find
The beautiful ones, they hurt you
Every time

Paint a perfect picture
And bring to life a vision in one's mind
The beautiful ones
The beautiful ones
Always smash the picture
Always, every time

If I told you baby
That I was in love with you
Oh baby, baby, baby
If we got married
Would that be cool?
You make me so confused
The beautiful ones
You always seem to lose

The beautiful ones
The beautiful ones

Listen, do you want him
Or do you want me?
Cause I want you
Cause I do, baby
I want you
I want you
I want you
Baby, baby, baby, baby, yeah

I may not know where I'm going baby
I may not know, said I may not know
See I may not know what I need
But I need, but I need, but I need
But one thing, one thing is for certain baby
I know what I want
And it's to please you baby
To please you baby
And I'm begging down on my knees
I want you, I want you

You're so bad to me
And I want you
Why oh why, why oh why
Why oh why
Baby I, oh baby, baby, baby
Need you, yeah
Do you wanna love me
Or do you wanna throw me away?
I gotta know, I gotta know baby
Gotta know, baby baby baby

I need you
I want you
Tell me why
The beautiful ones
They hurt you every time


Lyrics and music: Prince.
Produced by Mariah Carey, Cory Rooney.

Outside

It's hard to explain
Inherently it's just always been strange
Neither here nor there
Always somewhat out of place everywhere
Ambiguous
Without a sense of belonging to touch
Somewhere halfway
Feeling there's no one completely the same

Standing alone
Eager to just
Believe it's good enough to be what
You really are
But in your heart
Uncertainty forever lies
And you'll always be
Somewhere on the
Outside

Early on, you face
The realization you don't
Have a space
Where you fit in
And recognize you
Were born to exist

Standing alone
Eager to just
Believe it's good enough to be what
You really are
But in your heart
Uncertainty forever lies
And you'll always be
Somewhere on the
Outside

And it's hard
And it's hard
And it's hard

Irreversibly
Falling in between
And it's hard
And it's hard
To be understood
As you are
As you are
Oh and God knows
That you're standing on your own
Blind and unguided
Into a world divided
You're thrown
Where you're never quite the same
Although you try — try and try
To tell yourself
You really are
But in your heart — uncertainty forever lies
And you'll always be
Somewhere on the outside


Lyrics: M. Carey. Music: M. Carey, W. Afanasieff.
Produced by Mariah Carey, Walter Afanasieff. Co-produced by Cory Rooney.